I've been kind of numb today. I think I've been, "feeling" so much that it wore me out.
James just called and I got to talk to Chloe and hear Michael get a bath and we talked about sewing and made a date.
I thought about Becca a lot today. I'm leaving her alone because I know how hard this is and she has to deal with things in her own way. Obviously, not the same way I am, but in her own way.
I've got to remember that everyone processes grief differently. I vary a lot. I scream until I can't scream any more.
I don't like being by myself. Family should be together. I've been alone most of my life and I don't like it.